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Monday, November 30, 2009, 9:01 AM
ALL WAY TUMBLR-ING

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Im done blogging.
Unless i feel like blogging i blog.
Now i shall all out tumblr-ing.
& tagging here is still available.

With love D.

www.blacknails.tumblr.com

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Saturday, November 28, 2009, 1:21 PM
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.


Everything just falls again upon me, Slap me before its too late.
Maybe it was just a mistake that i can forgive you like that. Im not yet sleepy. Wonder why. Hiyerlah. Waiting for Zimah to reach Liy's crib. Over night here last minute, since it was already late. Yesterday, was fun though. And even sweet. (Scroll down for more info) So yah. Everything was okay today. Nothing much. Can say that i didnt get to sleep for 24 hours already. Or more. But i manage to take a nap for about 30 minutes. Hear some one talking on the phone and the tv with Mr and mrs smith was on without anyone watching it. 6.09 am. Not yet sleepy. I dont know what problem i have, but yah. This is an issue lately. Insomnia, what people might call it? Tomorrow morning going off early. Hetty coming over to my place. Okay. Im facing an akward moment now. So tolerate. Im just purely bored. So, Competition coming up. Yes, im going to all out. And since my parents already understand what im going through. Then things should be okay (: Alhamdullilah. & Liyana basterd. Ask me to watch a malay ghost movie and one of the parts, a women aborting child by herself. I dont know why i feel a tingle pain at you-know-where. Haiyalah.

Still, for more updates- go to tumblr.
www.blacknails.tumblr.com

Much Akward, D love.

DANCE EXPLOSION; more pictures shall update.
GO liy's facebook for more.
Let the pictures tell the story.



















Aww. & again, view tumblr for more(:

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Friday, November 27, 2009, 9:24 AM
Im just pissed, like im the tiny one who no one recognize but then expects you to do everything.

Im like being pushed here and there, listen to me for once.

I dont know what i did or said. I just asked. Im not even sure yet. Why even go burst and all over me? Listen for once. Im a human. I need to speak. Im the one who always need to eat up everyone's words. I got feelings and emotions. I feel like im just a human who you people let out, and i shut up. I always put you people in my first priority. Think, 1 week, once or twice i can get to talk to my family. The rest are meant for you or dance. So issit wrong to hear me a speak and explain. I dont know. It make me feels remorse. Regret too. Like regret for adding on sins, rebel against alot of stuff. Suddenly realize, my family always do what i want and not i do what they want. They said it too much. But i deafen my hearings just for you people. Im speechless in other hand. I have not yet know im really going. Listen, Its very last minute.


Guessed what i shall made my mind not to go. Just for you and competition. Just for you again. Im sorry, mother. Just understand my place, again.


Said and Done. I lazy to entertain everyone. And to fulfill everyone's wishes. Humans ever advice me to stand up for myself and learn to speak out. & always not pleased others. Tell me how to. When at least i tried like 10 percent, they burst and go all over me. Talk here and there. Think shits and craps. I had enough. Im speaking out through here. Say whatever you like. I know i kental. Everyone says so. Well, someone says KENTAL= STRONG. so yah. To people who unsure about this, dont go to others telling when you dont even know the story. ASK ME.


Anything, i think i shall let my dad handle. Done.


"Im just terribly sad to think that humans just dont even care what i feel sometimes. Eating all up and its growing even bigger."

DINAH.

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Thursday, November 26, 2009, 10:52 AM
I gonna start moving faster.

Take a bow, cause you've taken everything else.

2.54am, eyes wide open. I shall sleep soon. Sigh. Lets breathe and embrace the night.
Selamat Hari Raya Haji muslims humans.
Lets say goodbye to all the kambings and cows.
With love,
Dinah.

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9:28 AM
Laughing Challenge.

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9:18 AM
Rin on the Rox.

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6:45 AM
I know you wont stay, whats the use of waiting.


SISTER MUCH



Baby, its better and i want you to be happy. So move further.

Annoying, everything annoyed me. Bitch. Reflect yourself. Anyway, though today i stayed at home like the entire day, its still fun. Haha. Let me tell you my today schedule; I woke up around 10.00am plus, someone just keep messaging and calling to wake me up. Stupid. I am damn sick. So yah. I then realize that i off my GPRS so most messages (both sms and messenger) cannot received. Anyway, i woke up and bathe. Use computer till 2.00pm. Then BB all the way till 7.30pm. Then now, computer all way. Woo. Boring yet fun. Define that.


Talking to the phone with two bitches now, Sasha and Liy. Multi-tasking. But not so. Im bored. Apparently so. I didnt know what to do now. So there i am blogging and tumblr-ing. So yah, im so in love with pixie lott's songs. Wah piang eyy. Seems that i got a nickname. Haiyalah even more. Boy, text me? Neh-hi. I think not. Enough is enough. I guessed. Im so jealous with alot of things. A good jealous, thats what i meant. Haha. Jealous of bee and *insert name*, serious. Where is my prince charming? Where are you? Appear upon me now can? I really need you. Suprise me by jumping out of the bush or something. Haish. Patience my dear girl.



Im damn jealous and pissed that my brother and his Girlfriend watch the sneak
peak/preview. Grr. TAYLOR LAUTNER! My brother said its like the wolf pack is 90 percent half naked the whole movie.Weee(: Cant wait. Really cant wait. Haha.


I am addicted to RinRox. Gosh.


"Life is just pure unfair. Filled with sorrows and other emotions that got us thinking whether we are worth living."

I will not be waiting, so just move. I now confirm that i cant figure you out. And im not your perfect doll. So go.


Dinah Cinta.

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